Vow To Stand Out
“Number 43! Calling number 43!”
As I stood up to walk towards the welfare counter with one hand on my pregnant belly and the other carrying my then 13-month-old son, I could hear conversations going on around me.
“Yeah, I've got a record deal coming up with So Def Records! You should listen to my demo.” was the conversation to the left of me of one man raving to a woman he had met in that welfare office that day.
“My baby daddy is such a jerk, he pulled up to my house with his new girlfriend and I yelled at him and told him he needed to pay his child support and that ain't no other woman gonna be takin' care of our kid except me!” was the conversation to the right of me.
My heart sank further and further into hopelessness as I walked closer and closer to the application counter. I knew what I had to do, and I had to swallow my pride to do it, because we had nothing left. George and I had twelve dollars in cash and negative balances in our bank accounts. With three mouths to feed and another on the way AND on the verge of eviction from our apartment, we had nowhere else to turn but to government assistance.
How do we get out of our normal to set ourselves apart from the rest?
I asked the Lord why we struggled and lived in poverty. I asked Him how we could possibly be a living testimony for Him when we have nothing. I was brought to my knees praying fervently for many nights, weeks, and months and I felt like God had abandoned me. Abandoned us. But as I was walking to the application counter of that welfare office in Las Vegas on that hot summer day, I finally heard God speak to me and say,
“Be still. I am with you.”
And at that moment, I felt a fire and desire of hope return and my faith begin to grow. It was at that moment in that welfare office where I made a vow to stand out and set myself apart despite all of the challenges happening around me. Although I need help this time, I will not stay in this situation. I will not depend on welfare to financially raise my family.
It's been seven years since I was last in that welfare office. In my heart, I knew God was trying to teach me something and the season wasn't going to last. It was the most painful part of my life and even openly writing this story brings tears to my eyes.
Because amidst the welfare assistance, the eviction, the bedrest and delivering Juliana six weeks early, the job losses, the piles and piles of health issues, and the pain of the death of loved ones, I could still find peace in Jesus. It was a peace that was beyond what I could humanly understand. It was a sense of joy that was beyond comprehension.
It's been seven years since I made that vow, and that vow still stands to stand out.
A friend of mine, Rosie, used to constantly remind me that failure is really an opportunity. And to look beyond our problems to try to understand what God was trying to show us, teach us, mold us to become…? And she was right. Call it a “from rags to riches life story” if you want, but I call it “our struggles became our successes life story”.
It was through those struggles that taught me humility, servanthood, compassion, confidence, empowerment, and inspiration. It was through those struggles that I grew to become the woman I am now. And it was through those struggles that have shown me that there are so many women and moms out there wanting to so badly make a difference for their family, friends, and themselves. There are so many moms who have lost themselves and what they really stand for. There are so many moms who have forgotten to take care of themselves first so that they can effectively care for their children.
Your story may not be the same as mine, but I know you. You're the modern mom who wants to stand out in the sea of “normal”. You want to know that there is more to life than just living.
You want to find YOU again.
And for those of you who are aware that you are unique and are often told of how your life as a mother should be, I know you too. All those times I've been called weird, strange, not all there, and different – I will take those remarks as compliments. I guess you can say I'm the Daisy in a field of roses (literally).
This is the very reason I created The It Mom. I may have started off with a notion of saving money and couponing, but as my life has evolved and changed, my blog has changed with me. It's not just about saving money anymore, it's about saving you from losing the real you that you were called to be.
And I'm not here to judge you, criticize you, mislead you, or shame you. I'm here to help you let your voice be heard, to let your confidence shine, and to do it all strategically. I'm in it for the transformation and what the power of transformation can do for us moms.
But transformation doesn't just happen, you have to plan for it.
It's so hard to say goodbye, but it's time I do. For the last five years, TheItMom.com has evolved through the good times and the bad. This blog has been my haven of whatever I've wanted to post in my life. It's been my diary of what I've been comfortable posting publicly, and it's been a way for me to supplement my income as an amazing side hustle.
But God opened my eyes to purpose, and that purpose isn't just about me…it's about you, The It Moms of the world who want to stand out. I'm often asked what The It Mom means, but I cannot categorize you in any type of specific box. I can't say beauty, because it isn't all about cosmetics, anti-aging skin care, or hair. I can't say fashion or style, because what's the point of dressing trendy or stylish when you have nothing of substance to offer? And no, ‘IT' does not stand for Information Technology! ‘It' means you are ‘It'…you are everything you could possibly be in your life.
You are confident, savvy, influential, beautiful, and stylish in your own seemingly effortless kind of way. Yes, effortless! We were once the hot mess moms who quickly figured out the secret to success —
STRATEGY!
I can attest that we will still go through those hot mess days every so often (hey, I didn't say we were perfect!), there will be many more better days ahead if we continue to build this community of support and encouragement amongst each other.
Imagine living a life where everything you do seems effortless, because you are strategic in every way. You make time for yourself, you make time for your priorities, and you make time for rest. You always look so well put together, because you organized your life to do so.
From here on out, this blog will be about YOUR story, your transformation, your mommy makeover, your ideas, your hopes, your inspirations, and your desires to stand out and set yourself apart. And I'll be there every step of the way. We're going to have so much fun!
Our mantra going forward is this…
Do more of what makes you happy.
Choose to do the right thing.
Live life honestly.
Live life authentically.
And most of all, be honest with yourself.
And we have some juicy topics and events that we encourage you to join in…from weekly pillow talks with hubby and I on marriage to creative writing opportunities for YOU to share called “Fact or Fiction” – you will want to come back for more each week! It's soap opera style story telling at it's finest – I mean, what's a good story without drama in it, right?!
My hope is that I too can stand out and set myself apart from all the blogs out there that you could be reading right now. Not for popularity or fame, but to witness transformation in your life and say that I was part of it.
What's the point of doing all this if no one is transforming?
Now that you know of all the new things happening in here, I want to hear from you. Answer these two questions in the comments and I have a fun surprise to announce next week!
1. What is one thing in your life that you've been wanting to learn more of?
2. What is one thing that makes you feel vulnerable that you'd wish someone would bring to light or talk about?
I can't wait to ride this adventure of life with you. xOxO -Daisy Teh
32 Comments
Jessica
October 5, 2016 at 2:36 PMWow! What a story. I have recently started a blog and hope that one day it can be a place to help people dream big and go for it. I live in an area with a lot of poverty and I hope that many here will find the transformation you have. Love your blog and story! Best of luck to you on your journey!
Daniel
October 13, 2016 at 7:47 PMIt is always great to see a success story. Really inspiring.
teresa kun
October 12, 2016 at 5:42 PMThe vow to stand out is a great insporation and alone in that you stand out! This post had my on the edge of my seat reading.
Liz & Chanelle
October 13, 2016 at 4:49 PMI love how you knew in that moment that things were going to change. That kind of faith is inspiring!
Mai C.
October 13, 2016 at 7:21 PMI think it’s awesome that you are sharing your story. You have inspired a lot of women to stand out and do something about their current situation. It’s awesome that you’re changing your blog’s format to inspire and help more people along the way.
Annemarie LeBlanc
October 14, 2016 at 2:28 AMThis is such an inspiring read! Congratulations on your success and I am happy to know you’ve kept the faith. I always cry out to God in trying times and He never fails me! Every one of us is a success story, according to God’s Divine Plan. We are unique, and born to serve a purpose. I read this passage before and I want to share it with you – “Why try to fit in when you were born to stand out?”
Tiffany Hathorn
October 27, 2016 at 8:47 AMStanding out by being yourself and sticking to what is important to you is an important life lesson. Blending in and conforming is boring and can lead to depression. Thanks for sharing your story.
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Tara Pittman
December 15, 2016 at 6:50 PMIt is hard to rely on government help. It was there when you needed it but so cool that you dont need it any more.
Chloe
December 15, 2016 at 7:43 PMI really enjoyed reading this, when you faced adversity you turned your life into a positive. You should feel incredibly proud of yourself as not many people can do this. I wish I could be as positive as you!
Amy Jones
December 15, 2016 at 7:52 PMI love how empowering and beautiful this post is! The change defenitely starts by ourselves. Thank you so much for this
Joely Smith
December 15, 2016 at 9:49 PMI hope you are as proud of yourself as you should be! I am glad that you stuck together through the hard times. I am happy for you that you were able to turn things around.
Brittany
December 15, 2016 at 10:05 PMThis was truly beautiful! Thank you so much for sharing yourself with us!
Sarah-Louise Bailey
December 15, 2016 at 10:12 PMGood thing that you have overcome all your troubles with Jesus by your side. Your faith and trust in Him make you succeed in life.
Coralie
December 16, 2016 at 2:22 AMIt can be hard to overcome things, but with God it is a lot easier. With a positive attitude it is easier. You were able to have both of these. Thanks for sharing.
Carol Cassara
December 16, 2016 at 5:23 AMWhat a beautiful and affirming attitude you have! I can see that your life will be interesting and fulfilling as you go forward.
Melanie Smith
December 16, 2016 at 7:54 AMThank you for sharing a post like this one. It is inspiring for me, love it <3
Hey Sharonoox
December 16, 2016 at 8:31 AMYes to standing out! Very inspiration post! I wanted to learn more about myself. I love the mantra you live on.
Karlyn Cruz
December 16, 2016 at 10:38 AMYour story is so inspiring. Keep it up and make more wonderful stories to share!
Lois Alter Mark
December 16, 2016 at 5:35 PMWhat an empowering post! You are so inspiring!
TColeman
December 19, 2016 at 7:10 AMThis is so inspiring. So many just want to fade into the background. Life is all about being you and standing out where you can.
Linda Manns Linneman
December 31, 2016 at 1:56 PMThis article touched me in a special way. God has been my rock for more years than I can count. We all go through trials but God uses them to teach us and help us grow according to His will. I pray that God will use me and shine through me each and every day of my life. Thank you again. God Bless you and yours
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Nichole
January 4, 2017 at 1:16 PMThank you for sharing your transformation story! It’s amazing what the Lord can do in our lives when we are willing to listen and follow him. I have gone through so many changes in the last 9 years of pregnancy and motherhood. I would love to hear more about enriching your marriage through being mother and haf to keep a tight relationship with your spouse. The other thought is that this year is going to be my year of transformation physically and spiritually. I am taking action to reconnect with the Lord and be the best me for myself and my family. Thank you for inspiring others.
Gina
January 6, 2017 at 7:09 AMThank you for sharing your personal story. You are an inspiration! God bless!
Stacy Sitarz
January 15, 2017 at 12:00 PMWow! What an amazing inspirational story! I’m so happy for your family that you’ve had this success after such rough times. I’ve come to really love your blog, and so happy I’ve heard about it. Congratulations on your success, and God Bless.
Kelly
February 20, 2017 at 6:13 PMA beautiful story. I think God works through moments of complete despair. Moments where we are shook to our knees. Once we are on our knees, he comes to us with such peace, joy and hope. Hope for a future that is within God’s will. A future that we rely on him to reach, instead of working on our own (or lack of) merits. Thanks for sharing. It touched my heart. May God continue to bless you and your path.
Karen
April 6, 2017 at 6:00 PMYou made me cry. Can’t explain it but you hit the nail on the head. I am a mom and that is. I have lost myself! I slowly trying to crawl out but I don’t know where to start.
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Gary Gruber
December 4, 2017 at 5:27 AMKudos for believing and finding how powerful belief in yourself and others can be. You personify the get up, stand up, show up, stand out philosophy and Tina Seeling’s admonition to “never miss an opportunity to be fabulous.” While your story will indeed inspire others, your taking the next step to build an “IT” community of empowered moms, and dads too, will strengthen everyone. Thank you!
Mzuri Springs
January 29, 2019 at 11:16 AMSo Inspiring